[ n u r u l n a b i h a h]

what an almost D:

2011-04-04T13:41:00.001-07:00

well, i had strange feelings and thoughts about it..

so then confront him and asked straight away..

good thing he was being honest..

so i decided to let him go :'(

remember when i told u i was happy and all? well tht stopped D:

so the whole day i tried getting over it..but really wth?! it's never happenin is it?

but hey i thought that was 'the' fullstop to everything and answers to all

but god is most greatful..cuz love is just smthng so sweet if it's meant to be :')

he called&txt..well i'm not the type that carries my fne around..

so he called on mom's number *awwww*

then we talked about it again on the fne..

and he promised to fix things..

and right now i really wanna hug him :')

god i miss 2010..u gave it all to me <333

i just won't get tired :)

2011-03-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

he's just so urghhhh :P:P

that's what i say when i'm speechless :)

what got a problem? hahahaha let's wrestle then!!

just kidding :P:P keep ur wig on yaww!

hahaha, i miss you S.A

i'm gunna kill you ofcourse but have to wait until ur back..

the only i could only kill ya :D:D

hey, i miss the fne calls the jokes and the movies together lol

we shall do it when u get back!

hahaha, i wonder how u are doing?

cause i'm misrable without you :'(

but dun worry i'm happy with you no matter where u are sweetheart xoxo

hahaha *blushing* and dun worry i've always miss you over here :):)

okay the rest i can't tell it's my personal beloved issues lol hahaha

ciao stalkers! xoxo

She's so nice!

2011-03-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

today had to stayback in school..had probationer exams&interview lol

hey, this new girl she's so nice :)

pretty too! she's not like those other new girls..

she's so caring..the best of it she's so honest :):)

i could use that in friendship just what i needed i guess :')

thanks it's was great to talk to ya.. sorry my mum came early hahaha

we continue again some other day alright babe?

hahaha started to love ya lol :)

What is happening to me :S

2011-03-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

omg,i feel sort of outdated since i'm back in malaysia.

i seem not to care bout no shit..

darn it, i need to urrrr wake up now?

cuz it's been 4 yrs D:

i think i wasted the past 3 yrs.

so what now? :(

that's it!

i need to change, but but i am really changed..

just that too busy now?

i'm sorry if u felt tht i was probably ignoring you :(

it's actually not like that at all..

i didn't notice nor relize that u were hurt inside..

i know i haven't learn much for the past 3 yrs of our friendship..

it's becuz only u had the chance to know me so well..

i seriously think i barely know bout u..

we shud get out like we used to and give me an opportunity to know u better please?

i mean i think i almost threw our friendship away..

i'm sorry thank god i relize before it's too late.. cause i never wud do such thing since u were the reason i'm still okay inside me..thanks :')

ohh family as usual nothing intresting nthng new..

just plain ordinary days..

okay thats all for today i dun wanna burst in tears writting this shit.. since i can't change anything for now..

so thanks for reading it shows u care

ciao xx

I felt the baddluckk -.-

2011-02-24T00:04:00.000-08:00

it was a really hard week.. or shud i just say month?

yeah.. u get what i mean? (:

no wait i shudn't be happy..

okay anyways, it was really pissing me off after everythng i tried to do but yet smthng kept on going wrng..

yeah again with the word 'patience' in my head..

but then i started to feel the pain then again 'patience nabihah'

watever so.

then tuesday i got in the car and i burst out crying 'mom,i can't take it anymore, what did i do wrng? why everythng i wanted to do it turns out misrable?'

mom : 'it's okay honey,be patience don't cry..u're stronger than this'

then yeah mom took me out well basically just driving me around in the car..

felt better then relized i got tuition at 5.30pm

ape lagi from port dickson mom drove 140km/h :O :O :O

got in pj on time..

went tuition fake a smile to cheer myself up..

thank god my bio teacher is cooool liddat! he made my day..

went back showered,hwk done. went to bed..

wed mornin said to myself hopefully today is better than yesterday..

today, i wanted to go photostate some bio work and the moment i came the machine broke..so i went to look whether my mum was waiting or not..so she wasn't there yet so i went back to photostate..it was working perfectly i waited 5 more min it broke againn... D:

woahhh, cibaiii! i tell you.

so i dun giv a fuck. walked away told mom she's like "huh? really? chill hun, i'm here no matter what i still love u"

so then she took me to a&w after that i felt all better!

thanks mom, u made my day (:

when i'm alone in my bedroom

2011-02-19T19:49:00.000-08:00

i will sing,

i will dance,

i will do my homework & study,

i will eat my chocolate bars in my secret box,

i will look at our photographs,

i will write ur name on my book,

i willl draw hearts around it,

i will write down everything i could remember so that i'll never forget it

u dissapointed me.

2011-02-19T19:46:00.000-08:00

dad, u're pathetic! there i said it! i hate you! it's all your fault! the only way i'll forgive u is if you don't appear in my life anymore!

i'm not ready to see you for now, hope u understand. and no dad i'm not being cold but u make me misrable!

thanks! -.-

tell me that u still love me .

2011-02-19T19:44:00.001-08:00

why do i have a feeling that somethings don't last forever?

do u know i'm afraid? afraid of loosing you .

i need u to tell me that u love me everyday, u don't have to say much just those three wordds everday will do.

It's too good to be true

2011-02-19T19:43:00.001-08:00

i actually dreamt bout my step family, omg awesome! but seriously? like it's hard to believe :O

Well i'm back? (:

2011-02-19T19:16:00.000-08:00

sorryy doof BOREDOM is killing me! i need cure *coughs him*

okay, i know too much kan?! well thats me (:(:

got problem? -__- hehe just kidding :P keep ur undies on!! (cause i know what colour it is) :D:D

oh oh, so where shud i start? ohhh who am i kidding i got all sunday :P

okay welll let me seee, omg all i see is u -.- nahhh i meant ^_^

yesshhh, i'm nutss! so whatt?! thats why u're still reading it kan? hahaha thnks!

don't stop reading ..okay, last night i relized that i miss him so much i know for the past few months i tried not to think about it too much but then who am i kidding?

after all, i'm awful at pretending .i just can't!

so this is what i did, i looked back through some stuff we've been thru..

and no i didn't forget, don't worry..

i just missed u being around me,and how much u make me laugh..other people just don't know how to figure out my personality and what makes me laugh..but u! u're natural at it thnks!

just take care of yourself xx

so yeah 2nd thing my friends, okay u people make things a bit hard sometimes. can u just give me a life where i cherish gud things u've done for me? instead of trying to solve problems between us? please i love each one of u so don't make thing complicated..show me what we worth..

3rd is my family, mom looking for a new daddy! sounds coool kan? but yeah still looking.but i hope there is big sister included cause yeahh if i talk to my lil sis bout teen stuff she'll be like oh what?huh?who? why? for each sentence so yeah imagine the whole story i'm about to tell her..gilaa kan?! :D

4th my study..she got study likee woee woeehh woah oh oh oh

ahahaha new subjects. new class *awesome* new teachers not badd at first tp ckgu.M went to mrsm -.- so yeahhh who's going to teach me sejarah? cause other teachers makes me daydream in the middle of sejarah lesson then equals to bad 'kefaman tentang sejarah kita'

so far not bad but exams coming up so i'll be de-activated soon for a while..

then hello aliens! of stalkville! (:

oh yeah u know i love you stalking me! NOTTTT! hahaha :D

i know i'm a madwoman which makes me adorable!!! NOOTTT! u want a bitch fight?! bring it on!

great conversation .

2010-07-15T01:58:00.000-07:00

two girls were in the seni room .

Nabihah : eh yuan yee asleep aready ahh?

Xin Ee : eh yalahh .

Nabihah : what time she sleep yesterday?

Xin Ee : 12 smthng i thnk .

Nabihah : omg, why so late one ... =..=

Xin Ee : she was playing games lahh .

Nabihah : eh she dunt have boyfriend ahh?

xin ee wrote smthng on a paper

*written* xin ee : she dunt love boys .

nabihah : huh?! really ? oh i know she loves her psp kan?

xin ee *giggle* yeah lahh and her hamster :D

HAHAHAHA all the way long :)

woahh, so long i've not update.

2010-06-22T00:39:00.000-07:00

Hey , fella's & chicas .

sorry for the dead looking blog .nabihah have been very busy .

that if possible i just dunt want to stop telling u with what's been going on lately.

but life is great at the mo .

living the usual everyday *yawn*

but other than that things are oke ..

well theres so much to tell .and i'm so exhausted to keep on typing so until the next time this is a temporary goodbye :D

WOW , life nowdays..

2010-05-05T20:13:00.001-07:00

well ,we fought now thngs are oke and we're frends.

i miss you still ,i just cant say..cuz u dunt belong to me .

now i'm away trying to escape this sadness in me ..after all i was only happy thnks to u..

holiday is great but with u it was awesome! i dunt need no holidays..

ok fine i get i cant change the way thngs are but its oke i will move on sumday ...

my days for the week

2010-03-24T14:33:00.000-07:00

monday : had tuition .yea yea the usual ..

tuesday : first day competition ,woahh 6-0 dgn harun ..the un4given outsiders prac

wednesday : competition with damai got seri ..well had a lot of oppitunities but hurmm i dunt knw.. after hoki i went to tropicana mall..we went to the archade and only then i figured tht aidi n shue giler ganas:D
and yeah we sang open mike at tropicana mall lol..aperently the mike had a problem dgn shue hahaha,but the parents was awesome (:
i wont forget it ..

thursday : match against dj...then rush to icc rehersal at hgh ..i kinda screwed up

friday: assunta vs sri aman..yea the match was awesome lmaoo ..goalie damn cute one :D numba 8 thnks for the drink lmaooo ..slept at shue's place and hell yeah it was a blast we watched jenifer's body HAHA not tht scary ..but megan fox HOT weyh..yeah i slept early i was tired..

saturday: ICC CONCERT! aidi was the first one to wake up lol ..her fne n dini's alarm was vibrating me n shue tggu bile dieorg nk off kn..haha shue's aunt made breakfast we went to hgh lol..and we practiced backstage we performed ok i guess..and boy u werent even on my thought how amazing :D but at first so nervous at first then sum security named naga damn hyper cant shut up..he made my day lol ohh yea i let him borrow my hand band but i guess he wanted to keep it so its not with me [ he kept it ] HAHA ,lmaooo..but today had to be the day to remember for a long time ..even though we didnt win but i've relized how much teamwork n effort everyone put in..and the competitives was really tough..WINNERS CONGRATS!

this week .

2010-03-12T07:04:00.000-08:00

11.03.10 - first day exam try to just forget thngs for the moment .and focus .BM and Science paper .

12.03.10 - ridh's birthday (:
exams ; Agame and BI papers .
went to shue's place practice made videos and we went hyper .

13.03.10 - he's going away for two weeks *hurmm like errr :'(
got rehersal at CHS arhhh tired lorhh .

6th march .

2010-03-12T07:01:00.000-08:00

THE BEST CARNIVAL EVER !

but ended too soon :(

he's everything tht i ever wanted XD

2010-02-03T10:27:00.000-08:00

i love you ,

and u know why rite?

u're so damn awesome !

awww, i heart u boy .

1month? man now i'm gonna love u even more GRRR. ^_^

nxt week dpt fone ,O M G so happy .

well hope to see u more often !

well so much to say ,but cannot tell so ermm other info is only for S.A to know hee :D

i love you so darn F*c*ing Much xo .

A Little Sumthng For S.A XD

2010-01-27T02:52:00.000-08:00

Nobody gonna love me better, i must stick with u forever

nobody ever gonna take me higher, i must stick with u

you know how to appiriciate me, i must stick with u my baby

nobody ever made me feel this way i must stick with u .

my gula hati xo.

2010-01-16T17:42:00.001-08:00

well since he and i are now together my life is no more empty..

and that i think he did a awesome job at making my everyday filled with *grins and smiles*..

bringing joy to my heart bringing happiness to my laughter ..

well i really think i'm in deep love with this certain someone .

the only guy thats in my heart ..

i really hope there's no org ketiga bcuz if there is then, BIATCH back the FUCK OFF!

oppsy daisyy ,sorry for the fauling language but really i meant tht .

well as one day after another passes by i think i'm even closer to him ..

he's a sweet ,caring,loving,funny, sumtimes can be very evil but in a adorable way *tee-hee*

i love you S.A <<3333

13th january is a bad luck day? u sure bout tht?

2010-01-13T08:21:00.000-08:00

well my 13th january was not bad at all ,

well kena denda dgn ckgu geo ..so what? no big deal ..

voted as captain under 15? yeah man .. XD

then ,talk to tht certain someone for a very long time ..

it's nice to hear him laugh ..

oke ,too much info ..

thts all for now ,

chow ~

S.A

2010-01-05T01:57:00.001-08:00

Diaa, Diaa& Diaa..

2010-01-05T01:57:00.000-08:00

My Superstarr !

RAWRRR xo .

Sunday ,

2010-01-04T08:54:00.000-08:00

Hoping for monday to come any sooner .

so then it was MONDAY!

haha, i was so happy to see him agen ..

well basically, i have to admit that today has been one of the best day of my life ,

i'm really hoping between me and him there's more to come !

aww man .. i can't stop thinking about this guy ,

man he's just so awesome ..

great to hang around with ..

he's a very romantic,sweet,caring loving guy ..and lots moree !

and now that we're together ..

i love this guy so much weyh !

S.A <33#33#33

My Donut Lover xo .

2009-12-31T10:57:00.000-08:00

He is my reason that i didn't want to say goodbye to my 2009 , made my 31 december 2009 end with a big GRIN on my face ,just what i need for the last few moment of 2009 .

we started texting at 1.39pm today hoping that 2009 would not go just like that!

He's a really funny guy , cute ,fun to talk to, kind ,and nothing more that i would want from any guy .i barely get bored talking to him tee-hee~

S.A youu RAWK!

'my donut lover' .

haha ..can't stop thinking about him *blushing*

i feel shy now ,heex)

the rest is top secret between me and him ..

only me and him would know ,

soryy lalala xoxo .

Diaa ,Diaa & Diaa .

2009-12-30T23:37:00.000-08:00

semalam i chat dgn dia !

then kteorg borak smpai petang ,

hari nie chat lagy , smapi pukul 10 lebih ..

Awhh Man i think i'm currently in love ! <3#3#3

S.A xo .

bile rase busan .

2009-12-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

updating blog , it looks so dull ^_^

the word "bye"

2009-12-30T06:44:00.000-08:00

well the first thing, is i dun like u keep repeating tht word "bye"

it makes me upset ,as if u're about to leave me forever..

the reason i dun pick up ur calls becuz i knw you will end up crying,and i dun want u to watse ur tears,

look this year PMR .i'm really working hard for 8A's and u shuld too .

i ta pernah judge u in anyways , u have been my friend since form1 ..same class together drop class together,only this year je kite different classes.. *sigh*

and i ta pernah treat u any different ,look i dun like u guys fighting over me .i'm not a toy to be pass around .

and why u guys keep saying tht i da brubah? i ta pernah brubah ..not on how i look and how i behave..since kecik sampai besar i ta pernah brubah..maybe if i da jarang in touch, well i'm sorry on my behalf .

even my mum pun wants me to choose my frens but i choose not to.kite smua manusia kn ?we should not be treated any different then others .

so then this year ,i treat korg smua same je .just tht now i put more attetion to my studies dgn my boyfriend and to those tht last dkt assunta.tu pun ade still yg ta puas hati ,

korg stop it lahh weyh .i sedih korg tw ta .dun keep on saying the word bye..i benci perkataan tu ,

joanna thn nie last,amelya pun same, aqilah bln march last .so i na make the most tht i can dgn korg before u guys leave me ..i know how painful is it to say the word bye on ur last day ,i've been through tht before..JOANNA PLEASE DUN LEAVE ME ! ;'(

well even i pun ta sure whether if i stay dkt assunta lagy ke x ,u guys taw kn my problems?so please stop saying bye! *urgghh*

korg tw kn i rndukn dkt all my friends dkt sane?and i gave up everythng i had there, just to cum bak malaysia and start new .

korg taw ke how much pain i'm going through in everyday life?well i guess not,bcuz if u did korg patut understand..

seems like korg ta knl i lagy ,only i knl diri i more than anyone else.so i think its best for u not to judge me ,since tht u dunno me tht well ..

i wanna thnk for everythng tht u have done for me ,i knw it's hard to tell who are your true friends and who's are ur enemies .tp i tw sape i cn trust and who i can't .. i aprriciate so much tht u were there through my ups and down..i thnk i might be lost if i hadn't found friends mcm u all..

kdg2 i buta not knowing sape yg baek sape n ta baaek ,tp i appriciate every single one of u for everythng we've been through with each other ..

thank you friends i akan ingat setiap kenangan tht i had though-out assunta ,

sincerely nurul nabihah raqwan .

being very patient ..

2009-12-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

haishh manusia kau saje na aku marah kn ?

mase kau bg num aku dkt org aku diam je , dah lah ta mintak permission suke hati die je nak bg ,

ape kau fikir aku ta tw? aku diam sbb aku ta kesah bende kecik na gaduh buat ape ?

tapi aku tw sbb ape kau buat mcm tu ..

huishh ,aku ta tw lahh wether korg set me up dgn 'Q' ..

but if u did thnks lahh weyh ,buang mase kau je ,

and dua hari lepas aku dpt tw yg kau bgtw die aku nie 'PLAYER' ..

weyh kau ade bukti ke?

aku syg bf aku ,aku xkn sakit kn hati dieorg melainkn sbb2 tertentu ,

kau ckp kt die kau xnk pegy open house die sbb aku ade ..

aku terase giler ..tapi aku diam and buat bodo je ..

tapi kalau kau dah buruk2 kn aku ..buat fitnah ttg aku mmg aku xkn diam arhh kn ..

kau suke die? kau amek lahh aku dah lame lepas kn die utk kau ..kau bgtw die yg kau suke die .

aku da tw aku dgn die xkn ke mane pun ..

hanye seorg 'kawan baek' ..

skrg nie kau jage die elok2 kau jgn saket kn hati die ..

if aku tw lepas nie kau cari pasal jgak mmg aku maki kau smpai kau nanges ,

selame nie aku tak pernah pun buat salah dkt kau , kalau kau rase aku penghalang kau dpt kn die ,aku mintak maaf aku x sengaje ,,

kau patut bgtw aku sebelum da lame da..

bule lahh aku tlg .

nie kau diam je ..kau fikir aku nie bomoh bule bce fikiran kau ? tlg lahh aku xde power mcm tu ..

aku tak sangka u guys backstab me ,yea like i sed backstabbing bitches mcm korg dua org mmg bersepah ..bule maen kutip je..

selame nie aku ta kacau hidup kau ,mmg kau ade num aku .kau pernah tegur aku beberape kali .

tapy selain tu aku x pernah pun tw psl kau ,kau judge aku atas pandagan luaran aku ..

aku pun ade perasaan weyh , kau xknl aku kau diam je xpayah na ckp ape2 psl aku ,

dah lahh ..aku hargai kau amek berat sgt ttg aku smpai kau perhati kn setiap hubungan aku dgn die ,

thnks but aku ta perlu stalker neither a repoter dlm hidup aku ,

just get-a-life!

dah lahh stop it lahh weyhh aku rimas arhh ..

first daii tuition .

2009-12-07T23:49:00.001-08:00

came late lol .

funny stuff .

now i'm tired .

HAHA, now i'm sleepy na tydow .

bye bby ,

yesterday :'(

2009-12-07T23:45:00.000-08:00

received a letter from dad .

woo man sedeyh bhaii .

nanges kott .da lahh korg jgn tye psl nie .

dad i'm very sorry .i can't help you with this matter .

dad i will come back to see you soon .rite now i ta bule wat pape .

and i'll keep every single letter u give me .

'dad maafkan anje'

i'll promise to be good .and study hard .u take care dad .

i love you dad .

my today .

2009-12-06T06:46:00.000-08:00

pegy concert akmal :D

akmal thnks cuz belanje .

n sory nurul dtg lmbt .huhu .

i didn't get to see u play the first song :(

but overall thnks :D

i had so much fun .

akmal is one talented guy .

and a awesome pianist .

u rawk akmal :D

zarin n shikin .

2009-11-04T09:33:00.000-08:00

happy burfday .

i will always pray for u guys .

haha korg da tue padan muke :P

haha dun wanna say much .

take care i love youu both :)

huishh .

2009-10-31T00:52:00.000-07:00

dari pagy ,asyik na marah2 asal?

haishh penat dowh dgr , dah2 lah tu dun be childish sgt ..

right nw i just wish for my brother to be here .

maaf terkasar tp geram giler! .

2009-10-16T11:53:00.000-07:00

ya allah maafkn lahh perbuatan aku ini .
to friends ,forgive my rudeness.,n sorry if kasar on the way u to read this.
but i thnk u would agree wiv me on this one ryte?
kepade manusia mcm *sdsjbdfjbcd*
hishh suda suda lahh tu dtg umah nurul .
kesian mama .asal huh?babi betul .
hishh ..
if na dtg masuk ikut pintu dpn bkn ikut tingkap dapur bodoh .
kalau motif just na takut2 kn kteorg sey hello to HELL..
if kau na mencuri .haishh mmg aku doakan tgn kau kudung ,kaki kau lumpuh atau pun kau cacat tujuh keturunan ; AMIN!!!
kau jgn mntk aku doakan .
mmg aku akn doakan setiap hari .
aku xske nk doakn org cmni.
tapi kalau da tahap buat mama aku nanges mmg lebih arhh tu ..
cukup lahh tu menyusahkn aku .
weii bodoh kau taw ta aku na exam?!!!
babi betul!!!
babi pun tade kacau aku ko tw?..mmg kau x tw dah pun aku ckp kau bodoh ..
kau tggu, aku dpt kau mmg aku jual kau kt siam .
,aku akn sunat kaw lapan puluh dua kali .
ataupun aku bg hantu raya mkn kau na?
mmg aku xkn lepaskn kau .
aku tggu kau.
kau tgk .
aku streka muke kau .baling acid kt kau .
aku siram minyak panas kt kau mcm aku siram bunga .
aku buat plastik surgery nnt hidung kau aku wat mcm idung babi .
aku tanam kau idup2.tggu aku tendang saluran kencing kau .

biar kau mandul seumur hidup!

setan pye manusia!!setan!kau xbule pegy cri kerja ke?hishh kau na bg anak bini kau mkn duit haram?
weii bodoh kau lahh org yg akn naek neraka tingkat tujuh .
berdosa kau tw?bwk2 bertaubat .
sebelum aku bunuh kau better kau mntk apun kt allah byk2.
kau fikir kau je perangai mcm setan?

ehh aku pun bule ape .

na test?
dtg agy umah aku ikut tingkap ...d'persilakan..
u fucking hoe bin/binti bastard!
ps.kalau jantina kau perempuan haisshhh agy teruk aku buat..
jmpe kau kt tingkap dapur aku!....

skolahh lerr..

2009-09-27T16:47:00.000-07:00

haishh malas nye ..

asyik kena marah je ..

sikit sikit "NABIHAH!.."

dah buat attendece?

nabihah kenape blahh blahh blahh ..

urgghhh..

tape tape nurul suke pon kena marah ..

maybe lepas nieyh da ta on sgt kot ..

mama suruh study ..

omg exam lerr :(

afraid ,terrified ,pening!

nvm i'll try je my best..

GoodLuck to PMR and SPM candidates and to everyone else ..

sayang kamu jugaa <333

Muhd Hafiez .

2009-09-27T15:16:00.000-07:00

First jumpe die on the 11th september ,

Then jumpe lagy on the 12th

and one the 13th suda couple lerr :D

but stupid it didn't last that long :((

hmm tape :(

tapi die sgt comel :D

die baek tu tade lahh sgt tp die oke :)

cepat marah :(

urgghh malas na pujuk ,

tu pon 3 hari merajuk ..

but nw nurul ngn die suda jd kawan..

but nurul tw die mara ngn nurul ..

hafiez sorry kalau selame nie nurul sakit kn aty apiez :(

sekian terima kaseh ,

a gurl name rowena sia

2009-07-22T18:13:00.000-07:00

she's my fat hippo.

she has a very nice heart.

she is very caring and kind,

she's is very sweet.

she is a good chef.

she tries to keep me smiling for 24 hours.

but i always keep hurting her.

rowena i'm really sorry.

FRIENDS FOREVER

2009-07-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

i lovee them with all my heart <3

Karimah Khariyah [ my hot butterfly :)

Amelya asmida [ she's Mine :)

Thoo Mei Kuan [ Mine Mine Mine :)

Nor Hanifa [ My Huggie bear :)

zetty [ my Hot Moe :)

Fildza ain Liana[cousin tht i love two bits :)

What Goes Around do Come Around :(

2009-07-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

2 years ago a guy named _ _ _ _ _ had a crushed on me.he kept asking me out.so he waited for about 4months.and when i accepted in the end i got hurt for 1 yr. :(

What i'm trying to say nw the same thing is happening to me.i waited for 4 months and in the end i got hurt. :( urgghhh love sucks.

anyway _ _ _ _ _ i'm really sorry.

i do still missed u